Arguing: I spent years. Likely hundreds of hours online bickering back and forth with “stupid” people online and in real life. It was an addiction. I almost physically couldn’t help myself. My ego thinks it’s fun. (still does). But over time and with maturity I have realized there literally is no point. You can play chess with a pigeon, win and he will still strut around the board and poop on it like he won.
Truth doesn’t need a champion. It doesn’t need to be argued. It simply is.
What I am seeing now is actually even more entertaining and way less effort. These 3D die-hards WANT to argue so badly. When you won’t and simply say “We will have to agree to disagree” they lose their minds.
Just as satisfying. Just as funny. Far less of a time and energy suck.
I don’t enjoy gambling and was at a casino with a friend. As I sat there on a stool, bored out of my mind, I began to stare at the clock. In doing so I realized I was clearing all thought and noise from my mind (even in this chaotic environment). I began to time myself as to how long I could think nothing.
At first, it was 10 seconds…
Then a whole minute…
Then I realized I had been staring at the wall for a good 20 minutes and my head felt like it had energy around it like it often does in meditation.
I was astounded. I could clear away the lights, the smoke, the loud talking and laughing, the bells, whistles, everything. All just by focusing and staring at a clock.
It was a really good test!
I am finding that 2021 is the world version of that casino.
There is chaos everywhere.
You CAN choose inner focus and BE the clarity in the middle of the storm.
Dr. Mercola has been an advocate of natural health, truth, and healing since I can remember. I have always looked up to him. He and many others are being harassed, receiving threats on their lives, and cannot live in peace because of their efforts as humanitarians who care about all of us. Dozens of Natural Health doctors over the last decade have been mysteriously suicided.
I respect his decision to step back in an attempt not to be next.
My good friend Dr. Coldwell, world-renowned cancer doctor, has also received many threats on an ongoing basis and has had attempts on his life and that of his colleagues as well. He is not backing down and I encourage you all to follow his site http://www.drleonardcoldwell.com. Even my little site was hacked a few weeks back. All articles related to The C v i r u s as well as many other important health articles were removed and found in my trash or deleted entirely.
𝐈𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐕𝐈𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭, 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬. Learn, read, and download and copy as much as you can.. anything you think you may need in the future for your own healing and that of your family. 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘪𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘢𝘭 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘦𝘥𝘨𝘦 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴.I do not know everything and I am not a doctor, but I am a damn good detective and a wealth of knowledge I do not need my computer for. 𝙄 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙛 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣.
I do NOT think this state of censorship and oppression will be a permanent thing, but we are going into an unprecedented time where self-reliance, as well as self-preservation, will become important.
The way our Veterans are treated is shameful. The way our military is treated is abusive.
These are people who volunteer to give their time and effort, years of their lives, to help protect and defend this country only to be abused by the government. Sent places they may or may not really need to be, put in contact with chemicals and toxins they never should be in contact with and injected with who the hell knows what purposefully as an experiment.
Then, as if that’s not bad enough, they make them fight to prove the damage that is visible to anyone who isn’t brain dead.
So many vets right now are suffering.
And yet? The help they get – is the VA. Part of the very machine that did this to them. This is like a nationalized case of forced Stockholm Syndrome.
I’m watching this play out first hand as well as secondarily with many others…. Something needs to change.
We are all having a hard time to some extent right now because of the state of the world… but if you happen to know a vet? It might be a really good idea to reach out to them and just let them know you are there and you care.
The PAST: Many have had very painful and traumatic experiences. No one wants to go through that kind of stuff. (and I am very sorry for the suffering). The fact remains though that each experience in our lives has helped to shape who we are.
In order to gain full acceptance and love for ourselves, we have to be able to integrate the dark and the light.
There is not one person on this planet who has not suffered and though some are more extreme than others, pain isn’t up for comparison. We all experience pain differently. Pain is pain.
Hate, anger, resentment, even a want for revenge give your power away to whomever or whatever hurt you on an ongoing daily basis. The way to break free is to take that power back. You cannot change the past. You can only go from here. Shift your focus to the present because it is the ONLY time that ever exists.
Show yourself the love you may have been lacking. The respect, the care. It is time to take care of YOU.
Vote for me daily until this contest is done because I have things to actually say not just “Oh my Gosh, I love getting my nails done and tanning and my secret is Oil of Olay” blah blah blah who cares?
Why vote for Sarah? ( my political campaign speech to motivate the crowd)
(I AM CURRENTLY IN 1st!)
Well? The contest is called Fab over 40. I am over 40, 46-1/2 to be exact.
I am fabulous. At least I like me. I think you should too.
I have a healthy dose of self-esteem without being an egoic asshole and have empathy & compassion, and yet also stand up for myself and others and believe in “do no harm, but take no shit either”.
I live a life that is based on what makes me happy.
I try to help others when I can.
I speak the truth even when others are afraid to.
My biggest goal is just to be authentically myself.
Sure so far I am holding up well on the outside, but that isn’t what makes someone beautiful. Beauty comes from within. Beauty is your sense of humor and ability to see the light side of life even in the darkness. Beauty is the ability to connect with and reach others. Beauty is the ability to live in the now and not compromise yourself for anyone else. Beauty cannot be defined in just one way.. and it is unique to each person and to the beholder.
Being fabulous is a decision to be yourself regardless of what anyone else thinks.